Nothing works...

I tried a heavy dose of games the other weekend to get me out of this situation...Nothing works...Quake 4...Halo...NFS:Carbon...I dont feel like playing any of them right now...

This is going from bad to worse...I am missing her and the only thing that can cure me is being with her...and that is one thing that I am not able to do right now...

Ironically, I was the one who chose to come here in the first place...paradise...shamaradise...Its all useless...without her.

Will this pain ever stop ?

Timeless...

Need I say more...

Ctrl+Alt+Del

Why this ?

Dear Lord,

Please don't do this to me. I beg of you. What have I done to be deserving this ?
Please Lord...please...

Me.

Those were the days...