Going through a phase in my life where things start to really matter, where it is no longer childish ambitions or youthful flings...
when things start making more sense than they are supposed to...when people stall falling into categories at the instant...
It is a strange time...nothing seems to be happening without there being any reason for it...we do not do anything just because we want to...its either because we have to or because someone has to...
I crave for the time when all the complications were not there...when all I was worried about was that it should not
rain when I am playing cricket in the lawn...or even if it does...Mom should not notice me playing in the rain...that was it !!!
But the cricket, the rain and the lawn are all left back...far back...I have moved on...but a part of me is still sitting in the back of the bus...looking at the rear window and wondering why did things have to change...It was better that way...much much better.
1 comment:
Are you really sure things are better ? We remember that the only worries we had then were about rain and mom.. but I also remember being worried about exams, about whether people in school are going to laugh at me today.. you get the idea.
Every age has its own complications, you can't compare. I should imagine the 3 year old would be really frustrated.. trying to understand letters & alphabets; and not knowing what to do with them. :)
Nothing ever happens for a reason.. current train of though suggests its all in direct consequences to what we have done. Yes, from the Matrix.
Take care, dude.
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