Tuesday, October 30, 2007

life...

Cuz its a bittersweet...symphony...this life...
Trying to make ends meet...we're slaves to the money...

...then we die...

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Ground control to Major Tom...

Houston...bzzzzzzzzssshhhhh...we have a...bbbzzzzssssshhhhh...problem...bbbzzzzssshh...

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Dazed...

I spend my days in a trance...
And nights wide awake...

Is it just me ? Or has everything lost meaning ?

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Is it possible ?

Sometimes I wonder, how much do I love her ?
How much does she matter ?
Is there any way to find out ?
Can anyone show me something that deeper, stronger, more vast than the love that I have for her ?

I thought of the ocean, and all the infinite seas...Are they deep enough ?
No, I said to myself.
The depth in her eyes, is more.

I thought of the heavens, the countless stars...Is there something more infinite than that ?
Yes, I said to myself.
Everytime I see a star, I think of her, I make a wish and close my eyes.
I did this for days...until...one day...I opened my eyes and...I ran out of stars.

I thought of the riches, jewels and pearls, diamonds and rubies...all the splendour and lavish...Could there be something more desirable that those ?

Yes, I said to myself.
I would give them all up, if they were mine, just to see her smile once.

I thought of a lake...so sparkling and pure...so beautiful and tranquil...Can there be something more soothing than that ?

Yes, I said to myself.
I have felt her touch...
And there may be things that soothe me,
But not so much as her.

So gave up my search...
And told myself to understand...
There can be nothing else in this universe...
That I can love more.

Sunday, January 28, 2007

The scariest part...yet...

I always thought that people are generally scared of things like ghosts and demons...and dark places.

But I have experienced...a new kind of scare.

This kind of scare does not frighten you like the others...but it does shake you to your core...and makes you loose the sense of what to say...It does not make you scream...but yet you are not at ease with yourself...


Yesterday, I talked to my prospective mother-in-law for the first time.

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Happy New Year ?

Another year gone by, another year waiting in the wings...
I am not sure whether I should be happy or sad...
It is the new year...
Time for fun, for trying out new things, for new beginnings.

...


But then again, its a whole new year.

How I wish it was December'07 now...How I wish...