Monday, March 20, 2006

Again...

Life...goes up...goes down...goes round and round...

It has been quite a while since I've had time to sit and think about my life...to look back...reflect...perspect...introspect...I do not understand sometimes why life can be such a difficult darling...Almost everyone manages to screw it up...me included. It seems to be very strong...yet so fragile...so hard yet so mellow...puzzles me everytime...

I had been quietly living it on...ignoring any warnings of an impending disaster...putting my head in the sand and pretending not to listen to the noise of what was coming...but it did happen...yet again...Life plays its "You can't win me" card...checkmate...just like that...

I wonder sometimes that it would be easier if you just go with the flow...don't crank up those sails to go where you want to...just let it carry you on...maybe that would be easier...maybe thats it...let it win and u r fine...show resistance and woapaah !!!


...And when I’m gone, just carry on don’t mourn,
rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice,
Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smilin',
And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain, just smile back...



sigh

6 comments:

SEV said...

If it is what we talked about.. you know it better than most - life goes on. Life is not a game of cards, its a game of chess. There's always a way to force a draw - including upturning the board. :)
If one did go with the flow.. there is no telling where you would go - which is far worse.
Remember ? 'Be a man' :)

Take care

Ashish said...

And then he found out that being a man was not so easy... :)

SEV said...

It never is.
We learn. Live, and learn.

Damn ! I can't call you. Zurich numbers suck.

Ashish said...

Dont worry, will give u a call this weekend.

SEV said...

Call after 330 my time. Won't be home before.

Take care dude.. you don't sound good at all.

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