Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Semi-colon...

I have done it to myself.

I have cut me off from the rest of the world. The only connection I have with the world is through the internet. I do not spend time with friends anymore. I do not go out and party. I am miles and miles away from anyone who is even remotely family. I am killing myself with a large dose of solitude. I used to like being alone but now it feels like no one wants me around. Its agonising and painful. As of this moment, I do not have a life anymore.



This is freakish...

4 comments:

SEV said...

I used to think I like being alone to. I do, incidentally. I like being alone in a crowd of people. I know I can feel completely disconnected from the rest of the planet, even when I'm at a party for me.
What can one do ? Its usually a pointer to find greener pastures. Or to find something more to do so that you don't think so much about random crap. :)
Its not that no-one wants you around, you know. Its that you don't have anyone you want around you.

And, tell me if you find a solution :)

Sabah Kadri said...

cmon ashish... wheres the jovial guy who used to bring a smile to my face every time i met him... trust me and i dont know if u ll listen but please do... i have been through this... but it isnt as bad as we make it for ourselves... open your eyes to the world... try to "see"... life is beautiful... dont waste these precious moments, closing yourself up... you ll regret missing them later... LIVE LIFE... keep smiling...

SEV said...

Dude, tere vajah se mereko gaali :)

DaDa said...

Hey i know u posted this long back and i am sure you don't think like that any more. Read "The introvert advantage" not a great book but some of the general ideas outlined in it are great ..
btw i found your blog link on orkut. It's been a long time! how are you? and where are you these days?